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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

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    I'm About To Come Alive
    By David Nail
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    I've got a roof over my head, the man I love laying in my bed.

    Lately, I've been so happy to just be. Be in this moment, be in this day, be in this month, this year. I look forward to the future, yes. But I'm not pouring myself into every detail of what could be tomorrow or what could be in a year. I am happy today, with all aspects. I look forward to each moment I exist as much as I look forward to each moment I will exist in. I have to live in each day, because each moment has it's own memory. In time, I will get to the huge, monumental events and I want to live in each millisecond of those, to inhale every moment. Time slips away each day, I want to hold each day in my hand for it's given amount of time before I welcome the next new day.

    Does that mean everything is perfect and easy? Does it mean that it always goes my way, that every day floats by with sunshine and rainbows? Of course not. I still have bad days, I still have days when I feel like I should give up from the second I wake up.

    But I don't. I get up and do what I need to do. I get up and accomplish. I get up and kiss the one I love. Make him breakfast. I get up and drag myself into class and participate because I have the will to learn. I get up and I groggily smile at each patron that walks into the library. I get up and smile when I think of the people I love. I get up and I pray. I get up and I take in God's word. I get up and Isha every day.

     I am happy for every moment that I accomplish living.

    I grasp the fact that even in the negative aspects of day to day life, I have blessings simply with each breath I take.

    I pray that this "lately" is always.


Tuesday, 03 November 2009

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    Hello Hurricane
    By Switchfoot
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    Your Love is a Song

    I hear you breathing in
    another day begins

    the stars are falling out
    my dreams are fading now, fading out

    I've been keeping my eyes wide open
    I've been keeping my eyes wide open

    your love is a symphony
    all around me
    running through me

    your love is a melody
    underneath me
    running to me

    your love is a song

    the dawn is fire bright
    against the city lights

    the clouds are glowing now
    the moon is blacking out

    I've been keeping my mind wide open
    I've been keeping my mind wide open

    your love is a song

    with my eyes wide open
    I've got my eyes wide open
    I've been keeping my hopes unbroken

    [Switchfoot]

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • Spring 2010

    Well, here it is, my schedule for Spring 2010. IUPUI has me as a Junior, but I think I'll be able to finish at the end of 2010. We'll see, if not, I'll finish in the Spring of 2011.

    Tuesday/Thur: 

    (10:30-11:45) Radical Philosophy with Dumbledore [3 credits]
    (12:00-1:15) [Starts in March] Astronomy (topic hasn't been announced) [1 credit]
    (1:30-2:45) History 108 [3 credits]
    (3:00-4:15) Poetry [3 credits]
    (6-8:40) [Only on Tuesday] Capstone {I have no idea what this is, I have to have it t graduate     though. [3 credits]
                          
    (Online) Child and Adolescent Psychology [3 credits]


    This always changes, so we'll see. But all my classes are essentially on Tues/Thur. It's a heavy load, but I think I can manage if if I can stay focused.

  • Family is warmth.

    Keirstyn: I'm sorry I peed on you. I'm sorry I peed on you.
    Me: He has to change, give him a sec.
    Keirstyn: I'll wait right here.  ::sits down next to bathroom::

    I took Josh home to meet the family and to go to Kaidenn's dedication. We had dinner with my mom on Saturday and then went over to Kayleigh's and crashed. Sunday we got up and went to St. Charles. I had been there once when I was younger. After mass, we went to Kayleigh's dad's church, had doughnuts and waited on church to start. Kaidenn fell asleep. He was dedicated, it was precious.
    Afterwards, Joshua and I went to Asuka (Japanese) and had some tasty foods. We picked my mom up and headed to my brother's. It was great to see my neices and the little guy. He started crying at one point and I walked around with him and he stopped and fell asleep. Jess said aside from her and Matt he hasn't done that to anyone. The afternoon consisted of reading books, coloring, beating up aunt Isha and Keirstyn being attached to Josh's hip. They had lots of adventures with crabs and everything else her mind could make up.

    It was an awesome time.

    It's great to see my brother so happy with his family. I'm proud of him.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

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    Learn To Live
    By Darius Rucker
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    I've got all I need

    Cause I've got a roof over my head,
    the man I love laying in my bed
    And it's alright, alright
    I've got shoes under my feet
    Forever in his eyes staring back at me
    And it's alright, alright
    And I've got all I need
    And it's alright by me

    Maybe later on we'll walk down to the river
    Lay on a blanket and stare up at the moon
    It may not be no French Riviera
    But it's all the same to me as long as Im with you

    It may be a simple life, but that's okay
    If you ask me baby, I think I've got it made

    [Darius Rucker/Hootie]

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    • Birthday: 2/27/1988
    • Gender: Female
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